洋人新年我在柬埔寨渡过，来不及写新年展望。乘着已丑年的到来，就来写写未完成的展望吧！
1。 博士班的名是报定了。要好好充实自己。
2。 做一切事情都要全力以赴，事业学业亦然。
3。 把身体搞好，吃好的，多运动，生活要有规律。
4。 多认识朋友，扩大生活圈子。
5。 储蓄，置业，投资。
6。 保持心情愉快。
就这样。哈哈，不算太贪心吧？
在此祝各位牛转乾坤，哈皮牛耶儿！
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
This is MADNESS!!!
I just came back from Festival Filem & Video Pelajar Malaysia Ke-6 at UPM co-organized by FINAS & UPM. Me and my colleague called our dean at once after all the awards have been announced - omg... we won big!!! BIG!!! Our dean Dr. Carmen was pleasantly surprised and totally proud too! out of 33 awards, we won 14! that's more than 1/3 of all awards given out tonight!! and most exciting thing is we swept all big prizes!!! Best Documentary, Best Short Video, Best Production Group --- all these awards come with HD camera each --- Best Short Video being the biggest award made one of my student a proud owner of a brand new RM20,000 HD video camera... lucky bastard!!! hahahahahaha!!! i'm so happy and proud for these hardworking & talented students, they definitely deserve the prizes & recognition as they have worked like donkeys for the past 2 months besides their studies & exams... SO PROUD!!!! hopefully i'll get a good pay raise & 4 months bonus!!! (yeah how i wish!!!!)The list of all the awards received by UTAR tonight:
Anugerah Perdana (Super Pitch)
1. Best Short Video
2. Best Supporting Actor
3. Best Editing (short video)
4. Best Documentary
5. Best Directing (doco)
6. Best Editing (doco)
Anugerah Cipta
7. Best Production Group
8. Best Music Video
9. Best Promo/Advertisement
10. Best Directing (short video)
11. Best Cinematography (short video)
12. Best Art Direction (short video)
13. Best Editing (short video)
14. Best Audio (short video)
Photos to come after i got them from my students.
What a good beginning for year 2009!!! :D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
乱语
三毛说，当人生已不再精彩，留在世上就不再有意义。
我也曾经在忧郁时闪过自杀的念头，但稍纵即逝。所以，我能了解，但无法认同这悲观的想法。
不认同的是，活着真的只为了精彩吗？而人生必然有高潮低潮，难不成每次面临低潮时都要寻死？
我选择了，也宁愿相信，人生是平淡的。没有事发生，就是好事。我对自己更没有过分的要求。
对感情我也秉持同样的态度。我不要轰轰烈烈，只要细水长流。虚拟的完美伴侣，只会彰显现实真实的不足。人的欲望是可怕的，当有不满足的黑洞在心里扎营，渴望将无止境的扩大。长一大把年纪，我已不相信完美的伴侣，只有方便的伴侣。好的人比比皆是，能契合的人也多不胜数，哪一个才是你的完美伴侣呢？难道要骑牛寻马，永远的活在前方还有更好的心灵黑洞中吗？
说着说着，我有点混淆了。安定的生活，安定的伴侣，其实也是一种不切实际的苛求吧！？苦苦追求安定，不也让我这几十年来吃尽了苦头？不也让我心里不得安宁？这是何等的矛盾，何等的无奈。
活着，就已经是美好了。
我也曾经在忧郁时闪过自杀的念头，但稍纵即逝。所以，我能了解，但无法认同这悲观的想法。
不认同的是，活着真的只为了精彩吗？而人生必然有高潮低潮，难不成每次面临低潮时都要寻死？
我选择了，也宁愿相信，人生是平淡的。没有事发生，就是好事。我对自己更没有过分的要求。
对感情我也秉持同样的态度。我不要轰轰烈烈，只要细水长流。虚拟的完美伴侣，只会彰显现实真实的不足。人的欲望是可怕的，当有不满足的黑洞在心里扎营，渴望将无止境的扩大。长一大把年纪，我已不相信完美的伴侣，只有方便的伴侣。好的人比比皆是，能契合的人也多不胜数，哪一个才是你的完美伴侣呢？难道要骑牛寻马，永远的活在前方还有更好的心灵黑洞中吗？
说着说着，我有点混淆了。安定的生活，安定的伴侣，其实也是一种不切实际的苛求吧！？苦苦追求安定，不也让我这几十年来吃尽了苦头？不也让我心里不得安宁？这是何等的矛盾，何等的无奈。
活着，就已经是美好了。
Monday, December 15, 2008
幸福是什么？
很喜欢元卫觉醒的这首《鸵鸟》，它将是我下次卡拉ok时的必点歌曲。哈哈。
喜欢歌词里的认命及让爱的心态。是的，当爱已变质，再纠缠也只是让大家难受。倒不如在一旁默默的祝福，祝福对方能找到他要的真正的幸福。
“我還愛你”再不會說出來。
希望大家会喜欢这首歌。
元衛覺醒 - 鴕鳥
你說不愛了 于是我就承擔
不問我心里想的是相反
陽光很燦爛 我卻笑不出來
它讓我看清楚你已離開
我忍著悲傷和無奈
就躲在房間不出來
無法阻擋時間在快轉
只能把愛藏在回憶深海
不想面對的事學著習慣成自然
我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來
它还在繼續卻與你無關
你說不愛了 于是我就承擔
不問我心里想的是相反
陽光很燦爛 我卻笑不出來
它讓我看清楚你已離開
那動人完美的獨白
沒說完你就先離開
就算遺憾我也不推翻
只能把愛藏在回憶深海
不想面對的事學著習慣成自然
我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來
它还在繼續卻與你無關
這不是鴕鳥的心態
只是我還無法釋懷
我還愛你再不會說出來
只能把愛藏在回憶深海
不想面對的事學著習慣成自然
我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來
它还在繼續卻與你無關
只能讓愛離開回憶深海
不想面對的事只能學著習慣成自然
對你的愛沉默了我卻還在依賴
你要的幸福卻與我無關
你要的幸福卻與我無關
Friday, December 05, 2008
我要去玩了！
柬埔寨，我来了！
其实年中就已决定了要在学校假期走这一趟，当时甚至计划了长达2个星期的旅程，横跨越南-寮国-柬埔寨。但是世事难料，最终还是没有去成，然后就把部分钱拿来读了韩语，为我再一次到韩国背包旅行铺路。
昨天午饭时一个同事突然提起会独自到暹粒跨年并约我同行。坦白说我这2个月的生活非常凌乱，而大部分的事情都在这两周内不在我控制下草草落幕。一旦我还在既有的环境中，心还是会浮浮沉沉的得不到安宁。所以昨晚上网查了机票价钱适中，把心一狠，手指按下enter，一切就这样确定了。
我来了，神秘的吴哥窑。我要沉淀我的思绪。我要埋葬我部分的记忆。我要像周慕云一样，悄悄跟你述说我的故事，然后把它寄放在你那里。
Monday, December 01, 2008
just completed Korean Language level 1
안녕하십니까? How do you do?
만나서 반갑습니다. It's nice to meet you.
제 이름은 마준구입니다. My name is 마준구.
after 5 torturous weeks, i finally completed the Korean Language level 1 course. Today, the result was released and this means i no longer need to go twice or thrice a week to study all these scientific-looking characters... hahahaha, that is until next february when level 2 starts again.
it is actually a fun class. the teacher has her way to "force" us to practise and exercise the foreign language. she often share with us her 9 years experience living in Korea, which is very relevance to learning the language. Koreans are very very particular about their social status - speaking to friends (same status) is totally different from speaking to your superiors or seniors.
this is the October 2008 class:
(pls click on the above picture for bigger version)
as you can see, there are young and old, even a Malay student, in our class. the Malay girl Fatiha is sitting for her PMR this year... and the girl in the middle right behind Fatiha, Lui Xia is also very very young, probably only 13yo? the girl in front of me is my sister. hahahaha, actually the reason i took this course was to accompany my sister, but now i actually quite enjoy learning the language, i think i will continue with level 2. oh, the other interesting thing is, 3 girls here are my broadcasting students, hahahaha, 2 girls in front with grey jacket and blue shirt, and another girl in orange vest. luckily i got better marks than 3 of them, gegegegege, so not so memalukan. :P
today is the last day for this semester, so the teacher, Jane, has brought us some food:
she brought cheese+egg sandwiches, Korean eggrolls (kinda sweet but nice), and of course the highlight - KIMCHI!!! yum yum. hers is very authentic, not too spicy and not so salty also, she used Korean chilli and shrimp paste (something like "jinjaruk" in Malaysia) so the taste is quite aromatic... yum yum!!
at the end of the class, i've taken photo with our dear teacher, Jane.
사랑하는 선생님, 감사합니다.
만나서 반갑습니다. It's nice to meet you.
제 이름은 마준구입니다. My name is 마준구.
after 5 torturous weeks, i finally completed the Korean Language level 1 course. Today, the result was released and this means i no longer need to go twice or thrice a week to study all these scientific-looking characters... hahahaha, that is until next february when level 2 starts again.
it is actually a fun class. the teacher has her way to "force" us to practise and exercise the foreign language. she often share with us her 9 years experience living in Korea, which is very relevance to learning the language. Koreans are very very particular about their social status - speaking to friends (same status) is totally different from speaking to your superiors or seniors.
this is the October 2008 class:
(pls click on the above picture for bigger version)
as you can see, there are young and old, even a Malay student, in our class. the Malay girl Fatiha is sitting for her PMR this year... and the girl in the middle right behind Fatiha, Lui Xia is also very very young, probably only 13yo? the girl in front of me is my sister. hahahaha, actually the reason i took this course was to accompany my sister, but now i actually quite enjoy learning the language, i think i will continue with level 2. oh, the other interesting thing is, 3 girls here are my broadcasting students, hahahaha, 2 girls in front with grey jacket and blue shirt, and another girl in orange vest. luckily i got better marks than 3 of them, gegegegege, so not so memalukan. :P
today is the last day for this semester, so the teacher, Jane, has brought us some food:
she brought cheese+egg sandwiches, Korean eggrolls (kinda sweet but nice), and of course the highlight - KIMCHI!!! yum yum. hers is very authentic, not too spicy and not so salty also, she used Korean chilli and shrimp paste (something like "jinjaruk" in Malaysia) so the taste is quite aromatic... yum yum!!
at the end of the class, i've taken photo with our dear teacher, Jane.
사랑하는 선생님, 감사합니다.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
another blogger arrested
the same headline was posted in Malaysiakini just now... breaking news...
it is Kickdefella Syed Azidi this time being detained under sedition act. he was caught due to his upside-down national flag campaign on his blog. he is famous also for satiring the politician, especially Pak Lah, with modified movie posters.
first it's Raja Petra, then Tan Hoon Cheng, followed by Teresa Kok.
Now, an ex-colleague and a good friend of mine, Azidi... those Utarians who have been taught by him before must have remembered his wits and humours... this is so depressing...
How many more?? When will they stop using all this draconian acts?
this is so frustrating, one has to wonder what's wrong in this country...
it is Kickdefella Syed Azidi this time being detained under sedition act. he was caught due to his upside-down national flag campaign on his blog. he is famous also for satiring the politician, especially Pak Lah, with modified movie posters.
first it's Raja Petra, then Tan Hoon Cheng, followed by Teresa Kok.
Now, an ex-colleague and a good friend of mine, Azidi... those Utarians who have been taught by him before must have remembered his wits and humours... this is so depressing...
How many more?? When will they stop using all this draconian acts?
this is so frustrating, one has to wonder what's wrong in this country...
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